I’m Not Comfortable in My Own Skin

It’s been a little since I’ve updated, but that’s mostly because there is not too much going on.

Quick Updates on the proverbial issues…

Work – Still a major pain in the ass. If it wasn’t for my work friends and day dreaming about upcoming events I don’t know if I could survive throughout the day.

Dog – The pup has been getting into a lot of trouble lately. She has gotten into the trash, taken every single sock I own and threw them around my room, attempted and subsequently caught a bird in her mouth, and continues to bug me every 5 minutes to go outside. I don’t know what her deal is, but I still love the mutt.

School – I am finishing up my most recent course and I only have one left! I will be done in May and officially the smartest person at work (on paper).

Apartment – Bought some more stuff and decorated a little. I still have a ways to go, but it is getting there.

Girls – Same old here too.
Cute Starbucks Barista
We’ve done some chatting via text and she called me the other night and talked to me for about 45 minutes. I learned a lot about her and to be honest I am rarely remind of the age thing. She doesn’t seem immature, but every once in a while she mentions something that is going on in her life that reminds me of her age. She is always crazy busy so it’s damn near impossible to actually see her and I don’t know if I want to try and make plans. I said I would let her handle all that because I didn’t want to seem pushy – again, due to the age thing it could be perceived wrong. Does that make sense?
The Ex – We continue to hang out from time to time and everything is fine. No arguments, no “us” talks, no drama. It’s just nice. Two best friends hanging out. Sure, it can be confusing (and no there is nothing physical that has happened), but I’m happy with the situation.
The Avid Texter – She had the baby (remember she was a surrogate) and has been quite MIA because of that. She started texting me today, so it looks like she will be back in full force. She is aware of the CSB and seems to be cool with it, so maybe my worries about her liking me were false. This would be good, because she was fun to hang out with.

Upcoming Excitement
-I am off this weekend so I’m trying to get some awesome plans in order. I hope to go out drinking with friends at least one night and maaaaaybe I can try and sneak something with CSB in there. We’ll see though.
-April 1-7th: I will be back in beautiful Connecticut to see my family and friends. I can not wait to see everyone. I also have plans to meet up with Shorty and Bloggy! I’m really excited to be Shorty who has been one of my best friends for years. I am equally excited to be meeting Bloggy! I doubt our plans will be as epic as Bloggy’s recent endeavors, but that’s okay. We can’t all be rockstars.
-April 24 – dmb in Charlotte!!! I’m still hoping to get enough money to get 4th row seats like last year. That was one of the best experiences of my life.

I hope you are all having a great week!


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9 responses to “I’m Not Comfortable in My Own Skin

  1. scarletdark

    Clearly mutt was trying to organize your sock drawer, but had no idea how awful it would taste to organize socks with her mouth, and had to rinse the taste out with some succulent bird remains.

    Holy crap. 4th row seats. You are intense, yo. I support your borderline front row dreams. Despite still not being a wild DMB fan, I’m a big front row fan :p. I should probably stop giving you crap about your favorite band if I want you to like me. Maybe I don’t want you to like me. Maybe it’s reverse psychology. Maybe I just giggle because there’s a song where Dave says what sounds to me like, “Awittlebaby!”
    Shoot, I just did it again, didn’t I? 🙂

    No, your CSB bit doesn’t make sense. You don’t want to be too forward? Just treat it like a normal relationship and things won’t be awkward. Maybe some of the other ladies on here will have some better insight, but I think you’re better off not “letting her handle it.” You’re the man in this relationship, wear those pants with pride, sir.

  2. where is Charlotte?
    Why-oh-why did you pick that date to go to CT? Argh! haha

  3. heavensenthellbent

    I hope you have a great week. I’m super pumped for the tourny to start today! Go UConn!

    I’m still trying to figure out what days I can come home but most likely I will be coming home the weekend you are around. What are you up to that weekend anyways?

  4. scarletdark – You are in the doghouse lady. You try to rationalize what my dog is thinking, make fun of David J. Matthews, and question my amazing plan with CSB!

    Thrice – Charlotte is in North Carolina. I picked those dates before you found out about Albany 😦

    PiC – You are pretty. Just saying…

  5. scarletdark


  6. Charlotte! Charlotte! A fellow friend Shannon and her girlfriend are moving to Charlotte! It’s like two hours from Asheville, which is where they live…ah…such a small world but so big to me.
    You should go to Forsyth and kick a cute ass 😛

  7. *fellow blogger 😛

  8. Ohhhh dear. Oh dear. I may be out of town April 3-6. Can I steal the very first day you are back?? Or something?? I think Shorty is only available on Tuesdays or Wednesdays or something like that anyway… ❤ ❤ ❤

  9. Bloggy – !!! I don’t care when we see each other, as long as we do, silly. I will be home on April 1st. I really only have plans for that Saturday (I will be at Mohegan Sun, but I guess that might work b/c it’s not too far from Providence? Thoughts?)

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